What the hell did i do

What i would more or less like to know is why the hell am i being beaten up over the internet by a girl who i used to like . All i said was the fact that i wont love her until i help her with her problems , but what did this do it got me into trouble even though i knew the fact that i did still like her a little bit it is just fucking grousome attacks on my behalf and worse of all she didnt even tell me while for all i know her friends could of been laughing at the fact that i didnt know anything was up. OH and did i mention onne of the reasons i broke up with my last gf WAS because I LIKED YOU .


Then a month or so later i hear that she is telling every one that i love her in school so what am i supposed to do be a fool and go along with it when all i wanted to do is have a healthy relationship with the girl . No but of course she didnt want to any more because of the fact she wasnt her self any more , now dont get me wrong but i realy didnt care about that much in fact that is what i was trying to help her with . I tried to help her with her struggles and i get basicly kicked up the ass when all she was doing was complaining on about how i was ruining her life ( WELL IM SORRY HUNNY I WAS TRYING TO FUCKING HELP ).

I am going to end with a poem i made my self titled " WTF "

I help and i help
for you its a pleasure
when all your doing,
is shouting at the messenger

so when i help i do not take it to heart
but instead i will gourge myself on 1 jam tart
1 fatty food
1 apple pie
when i was only tying to help my friend
she blew me ski high


So i say WTF
what did i do wrong
i loved you till ends
i encouraged your song

I read your poems
when you gave me the chance
and then you bitch about me
to your equivelant of lance

So know i know the harshness of truths
if you can find a trust worthy girl
then ( FUCK YOU TOO ).

Thanks for reading ;)